2020 is about to come to an end and 2021 will be taking over the 365 days, soon enough. I've been reminiscing alot about myself lately and i just realized for the past six years i haven't been so good to myself. For everything that happened i tend to blame myself, hating myself for it and sometime i blame others too. I constantly stressing myself over something that i shouldn't.
So I'm leaving my past behind and i won't look back in order for me to be the new me. Fullstop. No comma. I didn't mean to hurt anyone but i don't want to keep hurting myself either. You should know when someone leave or move on its usually after a long process of enduring the wrongs until they had enough. But don't get me wrong. I'm done with the "who's fault?" "blaming people" stuff. It is what it is now. Let us make a peace with the past. Forgive whatever it is. Having too many old memories makes it more difficult to make new memories so out with the old and in with the new. It ain't easy, I know. But they said..you ain't going anywhere by living in the past.
Although 2020 hasn't been a good year for me, it brings me to a new phase of my life and my whole world is about to change. At this point i have something that i need to protect and to take care of. Please pray for my happiness and i hope you will find your happiness too. InshaAllah.
Current mood : lookin forward 4 ma brand new life as a.. wtb. Ma friend said ma life is like a fairytale. Completely unexpected but it is the answer to my istikarah n i will embrace it. Doa baik-baik ðð
May Allah ease everything for you, dear Litah. Amiin :)
ReplyDeleteinshaAllah.. amin..
Deletethank u dear eza^^
Year 2020 macam reset a lot of things.
ReplyDeleteInsyaAllah moving forward will be easy.
ya.. semoga 2021 ni ada sinar baru dan lebih baik dari tahun2 yang sudah.. inshaAllah
Deleteme keep doa baik2 untuk you :)
ReplyDeletehopefully Allah will ease everything for you
InshaAllah.. amin.. thank u atie^^
Deletemay Allah ease up your journey too
thank you so much, amin
Deletepleasure ðð
DeleteHarap itah terus positif ya! take care mydear..buatlah sesuatu yg meggmbirakan hari mu :) Apa2 keputusan asalkan ia menggembirakan awak utk hari mendatang!
ReplyDeletemacam sweet ja bunyinya hehehe thank u shida^^
Deletesemoga anda pun happy2 selalu ^^
Cheers to that, sis. Need to do the same. Susah hidup dalam kenangan ni. To move forward u have to be brave and strong. Note to myself too
ReplyDeleteYa betul tu.. yoshh lets get stronger n moving forward ðª
Deletetahun 2020 ni memang macam tahun untuk muhasabah segalanya kan? moga yang baik-baik aje sy doakan utk awak :)
ReplyDeleteYa..dlm banyak2 tahun rasa tahun ni yg paling banyak airmata huhuhu
Deletebtw..thank u dear anamizu.. semoga semua baik2 saja utk anda juga InshaAllah..
Semoga dipermudahkan segalanya buat Itah k
ReplyDeleteamin.. thank u zumal..
Deletemay Allah ease up your journey too inshaAllah
yeah, please don't look back and be new you okay :)
ReplyDeleteonteyyy sis. thanks for support! hug from afar^^
Deleteinsyallah thats the best.. but we can learn a thing or two
ReplyDeletedari yang lepas so that kita improve belajar dan wont repeat the same thing again..
betul.. belajar dari kesilapan. benda lepas biarkan lepas
Deleteindeed! may allah bless u always :)
ReplyDeleteMay Allah bless u too dear.. amin ð€²
Deletekata org sekarang.... ayuh move on!!! bangkitttt!!
ReplyDeleteYoshh ðªðª
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